...even more than the air I breathe...
If you have ever heard of Shane and Shane then you've probably heard this song. It's on their new album, it's called Miracles. I LOVE IT!....And it is so true for my life right now. SO much has happened in the last 2 weeks or so and I'm still processing ALL of it.
My last blog was pretty short and to the point. I was very angry, sad, mad and I was really hurting! I've gotten better since then but only because I've actually prayed every day! EVERY SINGLE DAY! This is a huge thing for me because I always give up in the middle of my praying because I feel like I'm "not doing it right" or something. But I can honestly say EVERY DAY this past week I have made a concious effort to pray. In no way am I trying to make this accomplishment about me, what I'm trying to explain is that although things are still rough and I'm still struggling, it has gotten easier because I have Him in my heart! I am more motivated to make the changes I've wanted to make for so long. I am working on my discipline as it is the most difficult thing for me when it comes to my personal life. But I know that with the Lord in my heart it will be possible.
I would like to Thank all of my friends who have been praying. Yall are amazing, I cannot explain how truly awesome and amazing it is to have friends who are always there even if they are many miles away!
Tomorrow morning I am starting back in to running! I am SOOOOOO excited, I've made excuse after excuse to not get back in to it but I simply do not have any time left. I made a promise to Jamie I would run the White Rock Half in December 2011 and I surely better get to it! I may have to get up early but this is a part of the self discipline I'm working on. I really am striving to be better about daily exercise and daily quite time. This has always been a struggle for me but at some point I need to own up to my laziness and lack of discipline and do something about it! I am SOOO excited to have a running buddy! Let's DO IT JAMIE!
This blog has already been kinda un put together but oh well that's the way my brain is working today. I started Bible Study back up today and I'm SOOOOOO excited as well! This summer was the first study I had every gotten through the whole book, so I at least know I can do it! This next study is a Beth Moore study. I have got to see this woman in person! She is SOOOOO full of energy and just amazing. She makes a point to make sure that the people who are studying with her understand the importance of stories in the Bible! I just LOVE LOVE LOVE it! I am excited about the group I am in the study with! A large group of Women I don't know all that well but I am SO excited to get to know them! I am going to attempt two Bible Studies this Fall, I know I might be a tad crazy but I'm going to attempt anyways, can't ever get too much of the Bible! YAY YAY!
Well I better get going if I'm going to run in the morning! I hope I don't hold Jamie back! Oh and if you couldn't tell I'm REALLY EXCITED about a lot that is coming up....! Thanks for reading! Night!
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